The thing about pain is that you can’t escape it. No matter how hard you try it’s going to catch up with you. There is only so much you can do to hide your pain, you can’t run away from it because you can’t hide your scars forever. It’s not just the physical feeling but that feeling so powerful that it blinds your senses, clouds your thoughts and murders your soul. The excruciating pain reminds you of the battles you have fought and the battles you will fight. You are lost in your own realm of madness and you are the key to escape from it. You tell yourself everything will be okay and the pain will pass, but deep down you know that it’s not true. You sit in a corner of your dark room trying to figure yourself out and you look at yourself in the mirror and you realize what a mess you are. In the end only a bullet or a miracle will save you.